{"id":45759,"date":"2018-11-20T08:30:21","date_gmt":"2018-11-20T08:30:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.documentaria.ro\/content\/?p=45759"},"modified":"2019-03-26T11:07:19","modified_gmt":"2019-03-26T11:07:19","slug":"erau-si-ei-tineri-15-documentaria","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.documentaria.ro\/content\/archives\/45759","title":{"rendered":"ERAU \u0218I EI TINERI 15 \/ DOCUMENTARIA"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"wpb-content-wrapper\"><p>[vc_row row_height_percent=&#8221;0&#8243; override_padding=&#8221;yes&#8221; h_padding=&#8221;2&#8243; top_padding=&#8221;0&#8243; bottom_padding=&#8221;2&#8243; overlay_color=&#8221;color-xsdn&#8221; overlay_alpha=&#8221;90&#8243; gutter_size=&#8221;3&#8243; shift_y=&#8221;0&#8243; row_name=&#8221;TEXT&#8221;][vc_column column_width_percent=&#8221;70&#8243; overlay_alpha=&#8221;50&#8243; gutter_size=&#8221;3&#8243; medium_width=&#8221;0&#8243; shift_x=&#8221;0&#8243; shift_y=&#8221;0&#8243; z_index=&#8221;0&#8243; width=&#8221;1\/1&#8243;][vc_empty_space empty_h=&#8221;2&#8243; mobile_visibility=&#8221;yes&#8221;][vc_column_text]<\/p>\n<h2 style=\"text-align: center;\"><span class=\"font-156269\">ERAU \u0218I EI TINERI<\/span><\/h2>\n<h5 style=\"text-align: center;\"><span class=\"font-180609 font-156269\">fotografii \u0219i interviu de Andrei Pungovschi<\/span><\/h5>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><em>Dac\u0103 ai sta de vorb\u0103 cu p\u0103rin\u021bii\u00a0t\u0103i tineri, ce ai schimba la cum te-au crescut?<\/em><\/p>\n<p>[\/vc_column_text][vc_empty_space empty_h=&#8221;2&#8243; mobile_visibility=&#8221;yes&#8221;][\/vc_column][\/vc_row][vc_row row_height_percent=&#8221;0&#8243; override_padding=&#8221;yes&#8221; h_padding=&#8221;2&#8243; top_padding=&#8221;0&#8243; bottom_padding=&#8221;2&#8243; overlay_color=&#8221;color-xsdn&#8221; overlay_alpha=&#8221;90&#8243; gutter_size=&#8221;3&#8243; shift_y=&#8221;0&#8243; row_name=&#8221;TEXT&#8221;][vc_column column_width_percent=&#8221;70&#8243; 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Bucure\u0219ti, iulie 2018.<\/strong><\/span><\/h3>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u00cen primul r\u00e2nd a\u0219 fi avut nevoie toat\u0103 copil\u0103ria mea de mult mai mult\u0103 dragoste \u0219i aten\u021bie. Dintre toate lucrurile care s-au \u00eent\u00e2mplat c\u00e2nd eram mic\u0103, asta mi-a lipsit cel mai mult. Afec\u021biunea, \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219\u0103rile, s\u0103ruturile, aprecierile, laudele. <\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00centotdeauna \u00een copil\u0103rie m-am sim\u021bit ca o infractoare. Eram un copil problem\u0103. \u00centotdeauna aveam note mici, am fost exmatriculat\u0103, mutat\u0103 disciplinar la alt\u0103 clas\u0103, la 14 ani am fugit 2 luni de-acas\u0103. \u00cen liceu n-am avut niciodat\u0103 nota 10 la purtare din cauza absen\u021belor \u0219i bine\u00een\u021beles c\u0103 mi se repro\u0219au toate lucrurile astea. Nimeni nu \u00eencerca s\u0103 vad\u0103 de unde vin problemele, ci m\u0103 acuzau c\u0103 sunt a\u0219a cum sunt.<\/p>\n<p>Dac\u0103 a\u0219 fi avut dragostea \u0219i aten\u021bia de care aveam nevoie \u0219i de s\u0103ruturile care s\u0103 nu fie doar de ziua mea \u0219i revelion, ci mult mai dese de at\u00e2t, sunt sigur\u0103 c\u0103 nu s-ar mai fi \u00eent\u00e2mplat lucrurile astea, c\u0103 n-a\u0219 mai fi intrat \u00een com\u0103 alcoolic\u0103 la 14 ani de exemplu, dac\u0103 cineva ar fi \u00eencercat s\u0103 vad\u0103 ce se-nt\u00e2mpl\u0103 cu mine. Nu vreau s\u0103 sune ca \u00een filmele americane, dar cred c\u0103 aveam nevoie de aten\u021bie. \u0218i dac\u0103 nu puteam s\u0103 primesc aten\u021bie fiind un copil obi\u0219nuit, atunci am fost un copil neobi\u0219nuit care primea aten\u021bie. Nu cea mai mi\u0219to aten\u021bie din lume, dar primeam aten\u021bie c\u00e2nd f\u0103ceam toate aceste lucruri. \u0218i probabil c\u0103 \u00een primul r\u00e2nd cer\u0219eam aten\u021bie \u00een felul \u0103sta.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u00cen al doilea r\u00e2nd, ce \u021bin minte foarte bine din copil\u0103ria mea este furia. Eram un copil \u00eengrozitor de furios. Nu-mi explicam atunci de unde vine furia asta, dar eram imposibil\u0103 la ore, eram foarte agresiv\u0103 cu profesorii. Am avut ni\u0219te profesori foarte na\u0219pa \u00een \u0218coala 2 a privilegia\u021bilor din Craiova unde \u00eenv\u0103\u021bam eu, dar am fost foarte agresiv\u0103 \u0219i cu profesori care nu meritau chestia asta. Am avut o dirigint\u0103 foarte nasoal\u0103 care ne b\u0103tea cu voia p\u0103rin\u021bilor. Boba\u0219u. Asta a reu\u0219it s\u0103 o bat\u0103 \u0219i pe sor\u0103-mea \u0219i pe mine \u0219i urma s\u0103 fie \u0219i profesoara de fizic\u0103 \u0219i chimie a copilului surorii mele. Sor\u0103-mea a zis \u201dB\u0103i, \u0219tii ceva? \u00cemi bag picioarele! \u00a0S\u0103 nu cumva s\u0103 pice la asta.\u201d Ea e cumva un mit \u00een Craiova, toat\u0103 lumea a auzit de Boba\u0219u \u0219i de cruzimea ei. Eram foarte agresiv\u0103 \u00een rela\u021bia cu Boba\u0219u, care evident m\u0103 b\u0103tea \u0219i c\u0103reia eu evident \u00eei r\u0103spundeam \u0219i cu care eram \u00eentr-un r\u0103zboi permanent pe care evident c\u0103 eu la 12 ani n-aveam cum s\u0103-l c\u00e2\u0219tig. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Furia asta mi-o amintesc. Eram extrem de agresiv\u0103 cu toat\u0103 lumea, eram agresiv\u0103 \u0219i cu ai mei, cu to\u021bi cei din jurul meu. Ascultam punk \u0219i Nirvana \u0219i m\u0103-mbr\u0103cam \u00een negru \u0219i m\u0103 t\u0103iam pe m\u00e2ini. Am cicatrici \u0219i-acum de c\u00e2nd m\u0103 t\u0103iam cu lama pe m\u00e2ini. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Dac\u0103 mi-ar fi oferit aten\u021bia \u0219i dragostea de care aveam nevoie, probabil c\u0103 lucrurile astea nu s-ar fi \u00eent\u00e2mplat. Probabil a\u0219 fi fost un alt copil atunci. Recent am \u00eenceput s\u0103 scriu despre mama. Acum c\u00e2\u021biva ani, dup\u0103 ce noi ne-am mutat \u00een ma\u0219in\u0103 \u0219i-am \u00eenceput s\u0103 lucrez numai la subiecte sociale, am descoperit c\u0103 mama e oncopediatru. Ceva ce \u0219tiam dintotdeauna, dar am descoperit ce \u00eenseamn\u0103 meseria ei. Am \u00eenceput s\u0103 ne apropiem. Nu \u0219tiu cum, \u00eentre noi a fost mereu o distan\u021b\u0103 foarte mare. Am \u00eenceput s\u0103-mi dau seama c\u0103 mama e un doctor bun, foarte bun, c\u0103 e foarte apreciat\u0103 \u0219i iubit\u0103 \u00een Craiova \u0219i c\u0103 foarte mul\u021bi p\u0103rin\u021bi \u00eei sunt recunosc\u0103tori pentru ce a f\u0103cut pentru copiii ei. Dup\u0103 care am \u00eenceput s\u0103-mi aduc aminte din copil\u0103rie, c\u00e2nd eu aveam 12 ani \u0219i mai f\u0103ceam te miri ce lucruri, cum mama venea acas\u0103 \u0219i-mi spunea \u201dMi-au murit trei copii \u00een gard\u0103! Las\u0103-m\u0103, chiar n-am chef de tine acum!\u201d Nu-n\u021belegeam, evident, c\u0103 nu \u0219tii ce-nseamn\u0103 atunci s\u0103-\u021bi moar\u0103 trei copii \u00een gard\u0103, era o chestie relativ abstract\u0103. Dup\u0103 care, tot a\u0219a, am flashback-uri \u0219i-mi aduc aminte c\u0103 \u00eentr-o anumit\u0103 perioad\u0103 din copil\u0103ria mea, mama \u00eengrijea copiii cu HIV. Era foarte afectat\u0103 de chestia asta, \u00eenc\u0103 nu se f\u0103cuser\u0103 sec\u021biile separate unde sunt trata\u021bi copiii cu HIV, atunci nimereau pe sec\u021biile de pediatrie unde nimeni nu se ocupa de ei \u0219i nimereau cumva la mama care accepta toate cazurile grave. Am \u00eenceput s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleg c\u0103 mama nu era cu mine acolo, pentru c\u0103 era \u00een spital cu ace\u0219ti copii. Pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 faptul c\u0103 era oncopediatru \u0219i se ocupa de leucemii, cancere, boli de s\u00e2nge, hemofilii \u0219i boli rare, era \u0219i profesor universitar. Era foarte greu pentru o femeie care munce\u0219te \u0219i se dedic\u0103 meseriei ei, s\u0103 se ocupe de un copil care avea at\u00e2ta nevoie de aten\u021bia \u0219i prezen\u021ba ei cum aveam eu. Probabil c\u0103 \u00een punctul \u0103la ar fi trebuit s\u0103 fac\u0103 o alegere. S\u0103 aleag\u0103 \u00eentre a nu mai lipsi de acas\u0103 nu \u0219tiu c\u00e2te nop\u021bi pe lun\u0103 c\u00e2nd e de gard\u0103, a nu mai lipsi de acas\u0103 c\u00e2nd plecau la conferin\u021be de medicin\u0103. A fi o mam\u0103 bun\u0103 sau a fi un doctor bun. Probabil mama atunci c\u00e2nd a avut de ales \u00eentre a fi o mam\u0103 bun\u0103 sau a fi un doctor bun, a ales s\u0103 fie un doctor bun. Probabil c\u0103 de acolo mi se trage. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Am \u00eenceput s\u0103 con\u0219tientizez lucrul \u0103sta despre mama \u0219i am \u00eencercat s\u0103 o cunosc mai bine, dup\u0103 care mi-am adus aminte cum pe mama o viziteaz\u0103 ni\u0219te tineri. Care au acum 20 \u0219i ceva de ani. Sunt tinerii c\u0103rora le-a salvat via\u021ba \u0219i care vin la ea cu o dragoste \u0219i respect pe care eu poate nu i le-am oferit niciodat\u0103 pentru c\u0103 furia aceea m-a urm\u0103rit mult timp \u00een via\u021b\u0103. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Am \u00eenceput s\u0103 o privesc cu al\u021bi ochi \u0219i s\u0103 \u00eencerc s\u0103 m\u0103 opresc din judecat. Asta a fost prima parte a terapiei mele, s\u0103 m\u0103 opresc s\u0103 o judec. Atunci c\u00e2nd am f\u0103cut asta, am \u00eencercat s\u0103 o \u00een\u021beleg. \u0218i atunci au venit toate aceste explica\u021bii. Anul trecut m-am apucat s\u0103 scriu despre ea. Am \u00eenceput s\u0103 fac\u0103 ni\u0219te interviuri cu ea \u00een care s\u0103 o \u00eentreb tot felul de lucruri. Eu amintesc c\u0103 \u00een lipsa mamei, tata st\u0103tea foarte mult cu noi. Mama st\u0103tea \u00eenchis\u0103 la ea \u00een camer\u0103 c\u00e2nd era acas\u0103, pentru c\u0103 oricum st\u0103tea la spital foarte mult timp. Venea acas\u0103 \u0219i dormea dup\u0103-amiaza, mai ales dac\u0103 era dup\u0103 o gard\u0103 c\u00e2nd era rupt\u0103 de oboseal\u0103. \u0218i \u0219tiu c\u0103 mi-era fric\u0103 de la cinci \u00eencolo c\u00e2nd se trezea \u0219i trebuia s\u0103 m\u0103 verifice la teme. Ea nu avea timp s\u0103-mi explice. Eu am fost mereu b\u00e2t\u0103 la matematic\u0103 \u0219i-am continuat s\u0103 fiu b\u00e2t\u0103 la matematic\u0103 pentru c\u0103 n-a stat nimeni s\u0103 lucreze cu mine cum lucrau p\u0103rin\u021bii cu al\u021bi copii. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Venea \u0219i constata c\u0103 nu mi-am f\u0103cut lec\u021biile, pe care evident c\u0103 nu mi le f\u0103ceam pentru c\u0103 eram un copil cu tot felul de probleme. Atunci \u00eencepeau certurile dintre noi \u0219i scandalurile. Nu dura foarte mult. Venea, vedea c\u0103 nu mi-am f\u0103cut tema la matematic\u0103 sau c\u0103 am copiat r\u0103spunsurile de la sf\u00e2r\u0219itul culegerilor, m\u0103 certa sau \u00eemi d\u0103dea dou\u0103 dup\u0103 cap \u0219i la urm\u0103 se \u00eenchidea din nou la ea \u00een camer\u0103. Avea de scris c\u0103r\u021bi, de citit articole, de preg\u0103tit cursul pentru a doua zi, avea o gr\u0103mad\u0103 de chestii de f\u0103cut. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Tata st\u0103tea foarte mult cu noi. Ne-a \u0219i b\u0103tut cu cureaua \u0219i pe mine \u0219i pe sor\u0103-mea, dar \u00een mod ciudat b\u0103taia cu cureaua nu m-a afectat at\u00e2t de tare ca aceast\u0103 absen\u021b\u0103 \u0219i lips\u0103 de apreciere a mamei \u00een ceea ce m\u0103 prive\u0219te pe mine. Cumva tata a fost un b\u0103rbat care a crescut dou\u0103 fete. Pe care mi-l amintesc st\u00e2nd \u00een genunchi \u0219i sp\u0103l\u00e2nd casa pe jos, care g\u0103tea cu noi \u0219i ne-nv\u0103\u021ba s\u0103 g\u0103tim, care vorbea cu noi despre b\u0103ie\u021bi at\u00e2t c\u00e2t \u00eel ducea pe el capul s\u0103 vorbeasc\u0103 despre b\u0103ie\u021bi \u0219i cu care atunci c\u00e2nd am avut o discu\u021bie \u0219i l-am \u00eentrebat de ce a f\u0103cut asta a zis: \u201dEu am fost preg\u0103tit de b\u0103ie\u021bi. Au venit fete. At\u00e2t am \u0219tiut s\u0103 fac. N-am putut mai mult\u201d. A fost foarte sincer\u0103 \u0219i onest\u0103 chestia asta a tat\u0103lui meu. \u0218i \u00eentr-adev\u0103r asta a fost tot ce-a putut s\u0103 fac\u0103. \u0218i-atunci problemele pe care le am sunt mai mult cu mama. Cu tata a\u0219a au fost lucrurile, nu pot s\u0103 zic c\u0103 am ceva care m\u0103 urm\u0103re\u0219te sau care mi-a l\u0103sat ni\u0219te urme foarte puternice. Mama era \u00eenchis\u0103 la ea \u00een camer\u0103 c\u00e2t eu \u0219i cu tata preg\u0103team cina, care consta \u00eentotdeauna \u00een cartofi pr\u0103ji\u021bi \u00een untur\u0103 sau omlet\u0103 din zece ou\u0103 sau ni\u0219te odio\u0219enii de genul \u0103sta, nu sup\u0103 sau ni\u0219te lucruri s\u0103n\u0103toase. Abia acum am \u00eenceput s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleg de ce lipsea sau ce se-nt\u00e2mpla \u00een timpul \u0103la \u00een care lipsea. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Am \u0219i-am avut \u00eentotdeauna un sentiment de anxietate. Adic\u0103 m\u0103 apuc\u0103 c\u00e2te un sentiment din \u0103la de fric\u0103 \u00eengrozitor, pe care mi-e foarte greu s\u0103-l explic. Mi-e fric\u0103 de orice. Mi-e fric\u0103 c\u0103 nu sunt bun\u0103 \u00een meseria mea, c\u0103 n-o s\u0103-mi ias\u0103 articolul \u0103sta, mi-e fric\u0103 c\u0103 o r\u0103m\u00e2nem f\u0103r\u0103 bani, c\u0103 o s\u0103 ne-mboln\u0103vim, c\u0103 o s\u0103 ajung pe strad\u0103. Mi-e fric\u0103. \u0218i-am toate fricile astea pe care \u00eencerc s\u0103 le gestionez. \u0218tii cum e, c\u0103 e foarte greu de zis dac\u0103 mi se trag de acolo. Adic\u0103 eu sunt un adult anxios. Nu \u0219tiu dac\u0103 mi se trag de acolo sau nu mi se trag de acolo. Dar sunt un adult anxios. Am foarte pu\u021bin\u0103 \u00eencredere \u00een mine. \u0218i-am avut mereu foarte pu\u021bin\u0103 \u00eencredere \u00een mine. \u0218i cumva cred c\u0103 lipsa asta de \u00eencredere \u00een mine m-a f\u0103cut s\u0103 fiu foarte furioas\u0103. \u00centotdeauna mi-e fric\u0103 de e\u0219ec, \u00eentotdeauna mi-e fric\u0103 c\u0103 o revin la chestia aia din copil\u0103rie \u00een care m\u0103 sim\u021beam ca o infractoare \u0219i mi-e fric\u0103 c\u0103 o s\u0103 fiu un dezastru. C\u0103 o s\u0103 fiu proasta clasei, cum \u00eemi zicea mama, sau o s\u0103 fiu praf, praf. Probabil c\u0103 frica asta de e\u0219ec m-a f\u0103cut mai ambi\u021bioas\u0103, dar nu e o ambi\u021bie pozitiv\u0103. E o ambi\u021bie care vine din fric\u0103 \u0219i nu-i s\u0103n\u0103toas\u0103. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Am o durere \u00een ceea ce prive\u0219te rela\u021bia mea cu mama. Ceva ce port \u00een suflet \u0219i pe care l-am sim\u021bit inclusiv acum c\u00e2nd am fost \u00eempreun\u0103 cu mama la MagiCamp. Am triste\u021bea asta. Cred c\u0103 asta ar fi cea mai cinstit\u0103 consecin\u021b\u0103 pe care o port cu mine din copil\u0103rie \u0219i p\u00e2n\u0103 acum. C\u0103 restul pot fi interpretabile. C\u0103 sunt a\u0219a sau nu sunt a\u0219a. Poate a\u0219 fi fost un adult anxios \u0219i dac\u0103 a\u0219 fi avut o copil\u0103rie perfect\u0103. E greu de interpretat, dar aceast\u0103 triste\u021be \u0219i aceast\u0103 p\u0103rere de r\u0103u e categoric venit\u0103 de acolo. Ce m\u0103-ntristeaz\u0103 cel mai tare e c\u0103 acum c\u00e2t am stat de vorb\u0103 cu mama \u0219i c\u00e2t am avut orele astea de interviuri cu ea, mi-am dat seama: \u201dB\u0103i, mama e un om foarte mi\u0219to, \u0219tii?\u201d \u0218i st\u0103team de vorb\u0103 \u0219i cumva n-au fost ni\u0219te interviuri c\u0103 au fost ni\u0219te dialoguri pe care le-am \u00eenregistrat \u0219i-n care purtam ni\u0219te discu\u021bii una cu alta. Vedeam \u00een ochii mamei mele c\u0103 \u0219i ea se g\u00e2ndea c\u0103 sunt un om tare mi\u0219to \u0219i eram dou\u0103 femei &#8211; una de 72 de ani, alta de 35 &#8211; care st\u0103teau de vorb\u0103 \u0219i se cuno\u0219teau una pe alta \u0219i ziceau: \u201dB\u0103, asta e maic\u0103-mea, ce mi\u0219to e!\u201d, \u201dIa uite, m\u0103, asta e fie-mea, ce fain\u0103 e!\u201d Nu am aflat una despre alta c\u0103 suntem mi\u0219to, dec\u00e2t prea t\u00e2rziu c\u00e2nd a r\u0103mas prea pu\u021bin timp de petrecut \u00eempreun\u0103. \u0218i cred c\u0103 dac\u0103 am fi aflat lucrurile astea una despre alta mult mai devreme am fi c\u00e2\u0219tigat mult mai mul\u021bi ani \u00eempreun\u0103 \u0219i mult mai mult timp \u00eempreun\u0103, pe care din p\u0103cate l-am pierdut. Dar, m\u0103 rog, m\u0103car \u00eel putem recupera acum. <\/span><\/p>\n<p>[\/vc_column_text][vc_empty_space empty_h=&#8221;3&#8243; mobile_visibility=&#8221;yes&#8221;][\/vc_column][\/vc_row][vc_row row_height_percent=&#8221;0&#8243; override_padding=&#8221;yes&#8221; h_padding=&#8221;2&#8243; top_padding=&#8221;0&#8243; bottom_padding=&#8221;5&#8243; overlay_color=&#8221;color-xsdn&#8221; overlay_alpha=&#8221;90&#8243; gutter_size=&#8221;3&#8243; shift_y=&#8221;0&#8243; row_name=&#8221;DESPRE AUTORI&#8221;][vc_column column_width_percent=&#8221;70&#8243; overlay_alpha=&#8221;50&#8243; gutter_size=&#8221;3&#8243; medium_width=&#8221;0&#8243; shift_x=&#8221;0&#8243; shift_y=&#8221;0&#8243; z_index=&#8221;0&#8243; width=&#8221;1\/1&#8243;][vc_column_text]<\/p>\n<h3 class=\"p1\"><span class=\"font-156269\">Dac\u0103 dori\u021bi s\u0103 participa\u021bi la acest proiect,\u00a0scrie\u021bi un email la adresa <a href=\"mailto:andrei.pungovschi@gmail.com\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">andrei.pungovschi@gmail.com<\/a><\/span><\/h3>\n<p>[\/vc_column_text][vc_empty_space empty_h=&#8221;2&#8243;][vc_column_text]<\/p>\n<h1><span class=\"font-156269\" style=\"color: #c2c2c2;\">DESPRE AUTOR<\/span><\/h1>\n<p>[\/vc_column_text][\/vc_column][\/vc_row][vc_row row_height_percent=&#8221;0&#8243; override_padding=&#8221;yes&#8221; h_padding=&#8221;2&#8243; top_padding=&#8221;0&#8243; bottom_padding=&#8221;5&#8243; overlay_color=&#8221;color-xsdn&#8221; overlay_alpha=&#8221;90&#8243; gutter_size=&#8221;2&#8243; shift_y=&#8221;0&#8243; row_name=&#8221;TEXT&#8221;][vc_column column_width_percent=&#8221;70&#8243; position_horizontal=&#8221;right&#8221; position_vertical=&#8221;middle&#8221; overlay_alpha=&#8221;50&#8243; gutter_size=&#8221;3&#8243; medium_width=&#8221;0&#8243; shift_x=&#8221;0&#8243; shift_y=&#8221;0&#8243; z_index=&#8221;0&#8243; width=&#8221;1\/4&#8243;][vc_single_image media=&#8221;616&#8243; media_width_percent=&#8221;100&#8243; shape=&#8221;img-circle&#8221; border=&#8221;yes&#8221; advanced=&#8221;yes&#8221; media_items=&#8221;media|original,caption&#8221; media_overlay_opacity=&#8221;50&#8243; media_image_anim=&#8221;no&#8221; media_padding=&#8221;2&#8243; lbox_caption=&#8221;yes&#8221; lbox_connected=&#8221;yes&#8221;][\/vc_column][vc_column column_width_percent=&#8221;70&#8243; position_horizontal=&#8221;left&#8221; position_vertical=&#8221;middle&#8221; overlay_alpha=&#8221;50&#8243; gutter_size=&#8221;3&#8243; medium_width=&#8221;0&#8243; shift_x=&#8221;0&#8243; shift_y=&#8221;0&#8243; z_index=&#8221;0&#8243; width=&#8221;3\/4&#8243;][vc_column_text]<\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><strong>Andrei Pungovschi<\/strong> este fotojurnalist freelancer. \u00cen 2006 a petrecut un an la University of Missouri, unde a studiat fotojurnalism.\u00a0Din 2007 este fotograf colaborator al agen\u021biei France Presse \u00een Rom\u00e2nia. 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